I once had an angel who allowed me to be who I really was, but she left me here alone. So I'm patiently waiting for her return but unfortunatly I know she won't come back 'cause she wrote it on the letter she send me after my homecoming. For now I'm trying not to lose my mind cause not having news from her made silence louder every minutes that passes by. I know I'm about to break but to that angel I made a promise to don't kill myself but this time that envy get stronger every second and I can't hold on much longer. Its too late for me I already got the knife getting trought my heart. Blood spilling out the wound my life leaves me slowly. While I'm dying I saw the good moment passed with this angel. Just before life had completly leaves my body I saw my angel coming back to me but I just had the time to say ''I'm sorry I broke my promise and I always love you'' before life completely leave my body.
